Tuesday, October 31, 2006

THE BANK PAID UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ELC HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got Faith a Dora van (Paula you may never want to enter my house again!) she loves it, hasn't stopped playing with it allllllll day!

The most satistfing thing is that we screwed the bank over!!!!!!! They had no choice but to pay up!! and we got extra interest!!!!!

I know they say money doesn't buy you happiness but it sure helps when you are not used to have more than 2 figures in your account!!

Anyway off to Teeside park....

Monday, October 30, 2006

A 3rd???

The theory seems to go that when someone in my family dies I am pregnant, or have just had a baby. So what to do?
I love my little 2.4 family, but is it enough???
I'm just starting to get myself back, starting a business and have most nights a good nights sleep!
I have been thinking that maybe we should foster or adopt later on in life?
There are so many, too many, children from broken homes, who've lost parents or who have been abused. I see kids in our street being hit and mistreated, still awake running round the grove at 2am no shoes, in just a vest! I just wanna hug them all and bring them into look after them.
I heard a story about one of the lasses who's little girl, crawls around the floor amongst the needles and empty vodka bottles! I wish I could save all children from this sort of life!
I hear stories of children suffering in developing countries from AIDS, and diseases that we can vaccinate against in this country! Who gave the west the right to all the money and health care! Its appalling that think its our God given right to be healthy!

Parenthood is such am awesome responsibility no one should enter it lightly..... I'll keep you posted on the possibility of Holden number three????

P.S Paula don't kill me for being broody I'm sure it'll pass!

Saturday, October 28, 2006


Why is it that everyone I love keeps dying? I know its the way of the world but I've had 7 deaths in 5 years, in which I've lost nearly all of my Grandparents, two children and my Dad!

Really everytime one of them dies part of me dies too...... soon there will be nothing left of Lorna and I'll just be this robot that does everything on autopilot. What kind of life is that???

My children need me to be strong and carry on, but there's only so much hurt and pain one human being can take surely.....

I thought I had good friends to help me through it, but it turns out different. Friend don't lie to friends, espically if the only reason is to escape a carrying lecture!

Forgive me for caring I want anymore........

I bitch and moan about my husband all the time but he's the one person who doesn't lie to me and helps me in his own stupid way.

Thats it....

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I love my mummy!

This post is for my fab Mother! I love my Mum to bits and only hope that one day I can be as good a Mum as she is!
Mother's are wonderful people we should never take for granted as one day they wont be here. Everyone reading this should go give your Mum a hug, a text or a call. For those who have lost their Mum's I don't know how you have the strengh to get up each day! I'd be nothing without mine.
My Mum lost her Mum nearly two years ago and I amire her everyday for the strenght to go on. I am terrified of the day when I can't pick up the phone and call her, when I'll drive 210 miles and won't see her smile waiting for me when I get there.

Mum if your reading I love you x

Oh and Nanny the kids love you too x

Monday, October 09, 2006




Faith only two years old, sustained a broken nose after being thrown from a significant height, face first down on the ground. The 25 soon to be 26 year old from Watford, viciously attacked two year old, Faith Holden, whilst she was playing a harmless game of wrestling with her mother and younger brother Noah. Faith's mother and Father have played this game many times before and never once did Faith receive any injuries from it!

So if anyone has any information leading to the whereabouts of this cruel villain, a reward will be offered.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

more boring photo's just to annoy Paula!

Do you remember the good old days when you could sing along to tunes in your car really loud??? I can't wait til tonight as that is what paula and I plan to do!! Sing Belinda Carlisle at the top of our heads on the way out! No more nursery rhymes for me proper music.

Can't wait til the weekend....fancy dress party here we come!!!

We went to the park the other day hence the photo I love ward Jackson its so much nicer than Rossemere, then thats not hard!

oh well best go and get ready for our night of learning fun! KFC tonight yeah BABY!!!!!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006


I have put my daughter in a bed now! spent an hour and a half last night putting her back to bed! and this morning can't get her out of it! Also woke up to find Stu gone and a little girl stroking my face soooooo cute!!

oh and Noah can now climb stairs!! He's a monster!!!


I have the the best shop in the WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have made a list of stuff I want to buy from it it amounts to £787.00!!!!!!!!!

I may not be allowed to spent that much although £356.00 of it is for our new business....still don't think paula will let me have access to company credit cards!!! may have to drug her!!!

And Noah gets extra cause its his birthday soon.......still not sure Stu will allow me to spend that much may have to use my femanine charms.....

In case your wondering which I'm sure your not its the ELC!!!!!

oh hang on I can hear Angel being played downstairs on DVD player possible not the best thing in the world to let my children watch BRB!