Well its over a month now and things are going well. Noah is putting on weight,(I'm losing it yeah)he's nearly sleeping through the night its now his sister who wakes me up! (although she has been poorly and I think is teething!) Oh the joys of Motherhood! Through the piles of dirty nappies, washing, teething gel and sleepless nights I have found a glimmer of light a wonderful drug called Medised(as it has seditive in it!)- recommended to me by the pastors wife seems to work better than Calpol. Oh thank God for it! Really I'm joking and don't think drugging my 20mth old is a good idea or do I???
In the light of being a new mum again I have once again forgotten who Lorna is or was and don't even remember who my husband is! I think he lives here when hes not at work or on the computer! I now just answer to "mum!" or "whench were are my work trousers?"

Its strange how all the books and training tell you this is the way things should be done, and all the best tactics to use against screaming babies and toddlers, but at 2am when you have had no sleep for days its amazing how quickly those ideals go out the window with the book following closely behind them! Its not that I don't like my life its just no-one ever tells you how hard being a mum is, except your own mum who you don't listen to cause you think shes just going on at you again! There are good days, bad days and days you wanna bury your children in the garden next to your cat! Again I'm joking.........

Well better go must return to normally can't stay here in cyber space forever!